FuNeRaL....

I Miss You Yaya

hye everyone...sory..im a bit sad now...i can't celebrate hari raya with my grandpa...he passed away..im so sad...but im grateful coz i stil have my family...mls nk speaking la...rojak je leh x?hehe...hurm...pkol 11.29mlm..aku dpt col dr my mom...she called my fon tp x dpt..so, she called alia's number...my fwen kt dgun laa...then alia pgil aku...aku da dup dap dup dap la...tba2 my mummy col my fwen nk ckp ngn aku...then i pick up the fon...she cried...OMG...rasa cm langit ni runtuh...aku da taw,ni mst psl atok aku...then she said my grandpa had passed away pkol 10.30mlm cm tuh...siyez sdih gler....i thought nk celebrate raya ngn dia sbb dia nk aku blikn bju mlayu tok dia...=(...da ajal...lgpn dia tseksa dgn pyakit cancer dia..innalillah...aku pn letak la fon...aku nk nanis tp aku cuma dpt nanis dlm ati...aku x dpt nk kua kn air mata coz ntah la...pdhal dia yg jg aku dlu wktu aku skolah..nsb baik smpat cium dahi dia tok kali terakhir...then, dia dismbhygkn...then bru tanam...sdih...muka dia bersih sgt...syg dia sgt...hope he's in paradise skng...sume family aku nanis kcuali aku...aku x taw knp...tp dowg x taw dlm ati aku, aku je taw btapa sdihnye aku...aku tringt ustazah ckp jgn nanis dpn mayat...so, aku pgg kata2 tuh...then kitorg blk...sume kpntn n tido.....
ape2pn, aku rindukn atok n smoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat...Al-Fatihah...